Olympic silver medallist Jack Carlin revealed he had fallen out of love with cycling since Tokyo last summer as a Commonwealth bronze brought tears on Sunday.
Carlin took third place in the individual sprint after Australian rival Matthew Glaetzer was relegated for an illegal deviation in the deciding leg of their battle.
Though Carlin had already won keirin silver on Saturday, this time there was an emotional reaction as he admitted he had struggled to re-engage with the sport after the Olympics.
With Matthew Glaetzer being relegated from the men's sprint bronze final, the medal goes to @jack_carlin97 š„#B2022 pic.twitter.com/IcWQsZeTul
ā British Cycling (@BritishCycling) July 31, 2022
āItās not been an easy few months, especially after coming back from the Games,ā Carlin said. āIāve not really let anyone in on this but Iāve really been struggling with the sport and finding my love for it. I fell out of love with the sport and almost became a robot ticking a box in training.
āI appreciated it so much before the Games and itās almost taken racing in front of a home crowd a little bit to find my mojo and find my passion and drive to win or compete at the highest levelā¦
āIāve had so much support from Scottish Cycling, I owe a lot of my success over the last two days to those guys.
āWhat it has allowed me is to feel the passion again. I feel like the fire has been reignited and Iām excited for the next couple of years.ā
Asked if he had considered walking away, the 25-year-old said: āI donāt think it got as far as quitting. If it kept going the way it was going I was struggling.ā
Carlin had put so much effort into his sprints that he had to be helped off his bike, taking some time to recover. That meant he was initially unaware he had been promoted to bronze.
āIām not going to lie, I wasnāt even sure, I was so out of it,ā he said. āI was running on fumes at the end. It was when they said, āPut your podium gear on,ā I thought, āWhat are you talking about?'ā
Carlinās bronze was one of five medals for Scotland on the day ā the most cycling medals won in a single day in the nationās history at a Commonwealth Games.
Neah Evans, John Archibald and Neil Fachie took silvers in the womenās points race, menās scratch race and menās tandem B sprint respectively, while Aileen McGlynn took a bronze in the womenās tandem B time trial.
Fachie had been seeking a sixth Commonwealth gold which would have set a national record, but was beaten by Walesā James Ball.
Archibald won individual pursuit silver in Gold Coast four years ago, but plans to savour his scratch race medal more.
āSometimes you have to remind yourself that itās a privilege to represent your country and itās not something everyone gets to do,ā the 31-year-old said.
āThereās three medals in a race and itās slim pickings. I remember last time I didnāt quite relish it. Youāre always looking to the next race. I think Iāll look at this one a lot more and enjoy it.ā
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