Josh Stundon with his twin sister Robin at his graduation in 2015 Picture: Adrian Butler
“THERE are a lot of people who are visually impaired but have some sort of vision and light perception. But in my case I have no sense of light perception and no sense of colours,” Josh Stundon says.
The Corbally scholar, 23, is a Human Rights and Criminal Justice student in the University of Limerick and has already completed a bachelor degree in Law Plus. He has been blind since he was four and a half months old.
He continues: “For example, if somebody said to me you are wearing a brown t-shirt or the sky is blue outside, it wouldn’t really mean anything and even when it’s dark, I don’t know when it’s dark outside because I have no perception what the colour black is either.
“If I were nine or 10 when I lost my vision I guess things would have been far more different. Then I would have a sense of colours and would have had memories and would have a totally different outlook on life.”
Josh says while he has not been bullied as such in the university he has been isolated, at times.
“Sometimes I do feel I am being ignored by my peers, whether it may be true or not is another case, but definitely from my own perception I do feel like I am being sidelined,” Josh adds.
“I understand people might have not been around people like me before and it could be difficult for them.”
Josh tries to get involved but says he finds it really difficult. He has a pretty strong interest in music and was part of the DJ Society in first year but that it didn’t really help him.
He believes a lot of things are taken for granted and that most of the time people don’t care to stop to and try to understand what situation the other is in - irrespective of whether they are disabled or not.
One of the problems Josh encounters in relation to his university work is researching assignments, as he has to be careful with sources.
“I rely on the disability office as they convert the academic material from a PDF file to an alternate file, so it’s possible for me to go through them and find what I need.”
Josh is in the library from Mondays to Fridays working on his assignments, reading up for the next class or in Scholars to get away from the desk for a while for a cup of tea or to listen to some music.
He relies heavily on the noise of the fountains and background noises to find his way to Scholars.
“The noise of the fountain helps me realise that, yes, I’m going the right way, and I usually need help when the fountain isn’t functioning or it’s really busy and I can’t hear the fountain.”
One of the biggest obstacles for Josh is navigating his way around the main building.
“If there was more braille on the doors on the buildings in the University it would make everything easier. Even with months of mobility training, it would be next to impossible for a person in my situation to get around the main building,” Josh explains.
During the first six weeks Josh had a professional personal assistant but said that he was much older than him, and he wanted someone he could interact with more and with whom he could discuss aspects of his course.
The disability office then organised for people from his course to take him to and from class.
“I know they have a tough time and are under a load of work, but it would help a bit more, for them and for people in need like me, if they are told at least a semester in advance of what we might need for the following semester.
“I think part of the problem is that there has not been that many totally blind people on campus and the administration is not really sure how to deal with this since they don’t have that much experience,” he adds.
“If more blind people do come to the university I would like to interact with them and share my experience with them.
He remains undaunted however.
“Being disabled shouldn’t stop you, it should motivate you to prove every doubter wrong and more importantly prove yourself wrong and go beyond your dreams.”